Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal. But lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.
So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive? Aah-ah-oo-o-o.
It's driven me before and it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around. But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there.
Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive?
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there. Do do do do do do do do do do do
Stupified @ 11:05 AM
Magic lake It has been like years since i last came to the magic lake. The last time i came to this lake was with a very special friend of mine. We had a very interesting conversation and talk about things which are important to each of us. Infact i have been to this lake for like say 2 times in my life.. not including just now. So total of 3 times there. the first time was when i stumble it upon chance alone. Sitting there taking a break.
Why magic lake? perhaps its inspired by the movie the magic lake house. No. It actually has this aura or vibe thingy. Which gives tranquility and a piece of mind to me. Maybe more to a clear thinking of mind. Especially when things are getting blurry and darker to the unknown as for now.
Im going to take tomolo as in later to be my holiday. I am really pushing myself not to fall asleep coz if i do then i prolly wont be able to wake up on time in the morning. Am just taking some super sleep in betweens. i wont be able to join up with the phalanxianxs to sentosa due to my holiday and i think they will be upset coz we have plan the sentosa gathering for like a month.
Stupified @ 5:14 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Just for laugh
Me and blur was talking about this crap. Freaking hilarious. Enjoy while i enjoy my karaoke.
Stupified @ 9:33 PM
All the stuff done 5 days together 5 days not enuff. All the things done all the things experienced. Clearing leave on this few days are most memoriable and meaningful.
Daryl ORD late night @ live impact Nasrul Wedding. ( I got caught up at amk and did not attend tho) Rounding with the boys and the puma girl. Party with the my np buddies ( Wenjie, lil deep and hak hak and more ) Games and forfeit..the 8 course diner DvD sessions Zouk and Ministry of sound With great people @ Cartel & Swens & pratashop The timezone and sniping and balls i cant shoot Met up my role model uncle My bro birthday On the pangseh toilet waiting with the groupie Sha birthday party which i fly aeroplane Bali thai pangseh session again. The other lovers and the black pussycat shirt with aromatherapy I make a granny happy while i stress situation My first nemo and persian tuck in Switching to digital voice soon The tambla night, got possess and shootout takeover @ KTM ( Rifle to greneda to nuke weapon ) karaoke with the unsung people Sentosa lookout. The ABC or jawa search in the rain.
Great time. Puma girl was there most of the time.
Stupified @ 8:57 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
101 post The idea of living without regrets is a mantra for the ages. Despite this, its too easy to live by the status quo and try to fix mistakes through life. What is regrettable varies from person to person, and some things that cause regret are beyond control. But finding and trying to patch things up in life, chances are that you will start regretting more and more of the things you didnt do. Because life is so short, actually living it can help one feel like you have accomplished something. When you’re down, it may seem like the only way to live life to the fullest is to have the bank account of a CEO and the schedule of a free-spirit, but this is not necessarily the case. Stupified @ 5:10 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
Weddings pics
HQMC MAN...together with Brigidier General Wong.
The 3 amigos and the car.
Someone has been deleting my msn contact. Im still not sure who. But apparently that person loves to delete my group of contacts from the "Bros" and "Airport colleagues" adn also from my "buddies" group of contacts. Damn mofo.
Stupified @ 3:25 PM
The bird effect..not the butterfly effect La coazsa es cuando una manrazana cae y la piel se abre. El interior más suave es exposisción. Eso interior es muy diferente. Abra una vezaz el dulzor puede overhelming. ¿Incierrato si el pájaro elige la mazanzana o la uva? Serára un segunazdo afterall de la tentaaztiva. No lo lanceaz lejos. Las buenas cosascin como esto no comebyaz fácilramente. No sea el cerdora dos
Stupified @ 2:13 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Wedding bells
Finally she got married. Neva seen her so happy before in her life. The white silk gown and the red roses she hold while walking down the aisle. I am happy for her. Truely.
Yesh eventhough for all the:
Late nights we had. The high pitch nagging The extras given Off days gone Her perfectionist persona...making me do more.
Forget about the toast joke or the sabotage we had plan for that day. Pics will be up soon. Enjoy the weekend people. Seriously i still think zoukout is dumb. Troublesome. Hope it rains tonite like last year zoukout? Haha evil mini me.
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I think emo people are weak. Sooorry emo people
Stupified @ 11:29 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Superman and fat bastards
Superman Joke R: Hey do u know that Superman is weak to kryptonite? D: Yea, why? R: Can u imagine if someone shove Kryptonite into Superman's a$$? D: hahahaha R: then he'll be so weak that he has to call louis Lane to dig take it out for him D: Suddenly Louis Lane accidently push in deeper instead of helping him to take it out! R: Imagine Louis Lane digging Superman's a$$ .. so analized D: Superman can't control his Bowel and shits evrywhr. Poor Louis Lane has to clean it up!!! R: Hahahahaha D: Wahahahahaha!
D: Do u know wat they call Superman in Bollywood? R: No, what? D: Supermaniam! R: Wahahaha its so lame...
Another joke for my readers.
Im feeling so freaking fat today. Actually all of us in MIS feeling so fat. Food is abundant here. Everytime got medical seminar or conference ...there will always be brownie, durian puff, sandwiches, drinks, and alot more. Met up with some polymate few weeks ago and i got this comment. "hey radin you look so round now"
Breakfast( nasi lemak or fried rice) , Lunch( cookhouse food) , high tea ( sandwiches and chic pau) then dinner really makes me feel so fat. HOW i dont want to look like d and k after 1 year of NS. Apparently k think his still not fat. Darly already gone case. His BMI already like over the limit.
R: Im feeling like a pig K:Hey atleast there are still room for you R:We are like little piglets here. D:We live together , die together ...bad boys for life!
""p/s: radin, if u'r readin this, wassup with e chinese lookin beaver?! u gt sth against chinese? dnt 4gt ur best fren here's a chinese alrite! haha. meet up sometime ya? missin ur nonsense alrdy.""
To Cindy: That a story unscripted and best of all its made in indonesia by a talented writer. =p i wanna be as fat as you.
no i will neva put comments function coz i think its not impt. People can always call my hp to comment. I have this strong urge to revamp my blog. Something with a soothing background. Its wednesday already and 7 more days to the Big Day and i will be clearing my leave.
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I was lost ... life seems hard when you are gone...
it will never be the same again...
loneliness fills me inside....
I looked for another replacement and forget about you...
Days later...
I saw you ...
Hiding under some mess...
the new replacement came in...
and so i got a feeling you did it just to get another companion...
Now im hope you are happy...
I got two and you wont feel lonely no more... never again...
Stay happy my mastercard. =)
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Was there. DJ Colby. Mtv Dancers and models. Had fun. Quite a number of poser too.
Stupified @ 12:02 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
After the story telling and such it shines on and on Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me Oh things are gonna happen naturally And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side And balancing the whole thing But often times those words get tangled up in lines And the bright lights turn to night Until the dawn it brings A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved What you and I spoke of What you and I spoke of Others only dream of the love that I love See I'm all about them words Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I Not so little you and I anymore And with this silence brings a moral story more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy you and I both loved what you and I spoke of and others just read of and if you could see now well I'm already finally out of and it's okay if you have go away just remember the telephone works both ways and if I never ever hear it ring if nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you and that's okay cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of and others just read of and if you could see now well I'm already finally out of words.
Dear readers, today is your lucky day because its story day I have 2 for you.
The one about the frog, the pig, and the Chinese looking beaver.
There was a frog and a pig. They lived happily ever after to almost everyone. Everyone, except the pig.
Pig was unhappy about her everything. Her sex life was bad, and frog was never really around. In fact he took everything about her for granted.
Pig then sought the Chinese looking beaver. Chinese looking beaver apparently had some kind of crush on pig. Ions ago. Pig had confided in Chinese looking beaver that frog treats her like shit.
And so the exciting part came when Chinese looking beaver had gone to look for frog. Pulled a kill bill by yanking out his mighty 44 caliber magnum revolver shooting frog numerous times in various parts of his body and sold his legs to the nearest Chinese restaurant to make frog leg porridge.
He and the pig then lived happily ever after. With kinda fucked up looking kids. I mean ... A Chinese looking beaver and a pig?
He was wasn't nervous. Every stride he took seemed like eternity before reaching his intended destination. He had thanked the Germans for the great wine and smiles during his flight. While the other passengers took the travelator for convenience and efficiency's sake, he had decided upon conventional walking. There was no need for haste as he had not decided what he would say to her when they would finally meet.
His phone beeped. "I've spent 1.5 hours in the car. I'm feeling abit car sick from the journey and it seems like forever to get there. I might be late. Call me when you've arrived"
Within a matter of minutes it had beeped again. "I'm here. Remember to turn LEFT when you come out. I'll be waiting"
He smiled to himself and began to fabricate a devious plan. He'd turn RIGHT instead. Find his way around and take her by surprise by giving her the biggest hug she had in weeks. That was the plan. That was what he would do.
He was proud of himself. After the long checks at the immigration and getting into the wrong queue at the baggage check he was finally at the crossroad of the turns.
Turn left or turn right?
This foot stepped forward and very naturally he had chosen to turn left.
Simply because, it was the quickest way to her.
She was smiling, her head cocked to one side as he maneuvered past the crowd waiting for their loved ones. Her twinkling eyes lighted up the whole room and his heart.
His first instinct was to grab her and hug her, stole a kiss and the rest is history.
Rock our arms Greetings from the land of jams and butter.
Where weeds are ample and witch doctors famous. It appears that there are professional pick pockets. Somebody's T3 Sony digicam was stolen right under our noses. The pictures are gone but the memories remain. The Tornado peepz was great last night. Float master CD was't that rocky but its good. Perhaps more to indie to mellow beats with a touch of rock. sleek and smooth.
Will be heading down to chitos later. Miss the performance by Nidji but saw the CD tho. Too bad i cant hear it yet. Choco Mint Baileys yes and no to the cigs for Daryl.
Free upgrade to business class, hot MILF, and finally : Mission Accomplished. I feel like a lucky man. And im no 007.
Depart hall blogging Its like my mind can be read. Knowing all my timing. And yes i bought the cheeseburger. Left the place before it closes coz wanted to save the energy.
Missing the street soccer session. Levis party. My Bed of course.
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