Standstill ...everrything on hold but its gaining back momentum
It was suppose to be enjoyment before NS....everything is on standstill ever since i had the surgery. Yesh people its a neck infection kinda like call an abcess in medical terms. Apart from the surgery i kinda got warded in SGH for like 1 weeks....so 2 weeks ofsuffereing at home and 1 week in the hospital. So total of 3 weeks gone....after the hospitalization cant really enjoy. Cant ride my bike ...cant really go out...gotta have my dressing done everyday. its Fucked up. All the plans made been on hold...yeah so sorry to my buddies for postphoning the long awaited 'Car boys nite out' <-- so sorry guys, all the chilling session and lepak one corner session, class gathering. Mann it really sucks when you are sick...really sick...its juz home dvd, piano, guitar, go out without bike. But everything is getting better. Was grateful for those who stick with me, my families and close friends and buddies and bros and her.

Kinda miss the pretty nurses and the kind people at ward 64 tho...richard my fellow patient aka the jazz musician for his music tips and free guitar session, uncle chong who always give me extra milo, shirley who forever very rough and the midnight shift nurse for the hot milk and biscuit, sazalina for all the advice on caffeine and iswan the attachment nurse for buying me newspaper and may the myanmar staff nurse....mann i dun really know myanmmar girls are so hot and pretty!. Seriously after being hospitalized and going thru all this shit change me...kinda look things on a diff angle now. As what my cousin jill say...you wont know it till it hits you...esp when it hits you really hard.

Mellowed

Am really relating to this song now.

She got out of town
on the railwaynew york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Wellsome things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late

[Chorus]

Babybabybaby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybemaybemaybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home

I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Manthey don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you missyou say

[Chorus]

Babybabybaby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybemaybemaybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home

Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you downyeah
For god sakes turn around

[Chorus]

Babybabybaby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
Yeah wellmaybemaybemaybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you

Check out the words in bold and check out the pic below.

-- i decided not to post the pic due to viewer discretion and the yuckiness --
Stupified @ 3:34 PM